Friendship

The lack of updates wasn't only because I had to go to school or to work, it was also because I lost a couple of friends. Or actually, I decided not to be friends with them anymore. Right now, I haven't got much friends in 'real life', only one really good one, and my mother ofcourse (she is my biggest inspiration). When I was younger I had more friends, but now I'm growing up I realise that some people don't really deserve to be my friend. I had a friend, who told everything to me, all her problems, and all her joys. But when I had a problem or whatever, she never listened. She always told me she rather stay with her other friend, but because that friend had something else to do, she called me. I felt used. She was always angry with me when I went out with somebody else, or met new friends, she couldn't handle that and we broke up our friendship. In the last two months, I broke up with another 'friend'. She was talking behind my back and chose the side of a boy who hates me and did really bad things to me. Now I have only one good friend left, but she's everything to me. We have some arguments at the time, but we always have a way to figure out things. We always stay friends en she's is always there for me (just like I'm there for her). I don't know if you people know hyves? It's something like 'myspace' but it's the dutch version. I have a lot of 'friends' there, over 300. I know them from former jobs and even from school, but I never speak to them in real life. Some of them wanted me to become their friend on 'hyves', but when I asked how they are and what they do right now, they didn't respond. So last week I started to delete all my 'friends' who are just people I 'used' to know, and never speak with them in real life. Maybe I'll delete my whole account on hyves...

Long story, I'm sorry, and I'm sorry for the mistakes, my English isn't really good, but what do you think of friendship? Have you got many friends? Or just one friend you know sure that you can trust him/her and it comes in both ways?