Ice ice baby!

I hate it when it's so cold I can barely move, but today the sun was shining and the ice was thick enough, so we went ice skating. These pictures are made today. It's my brother, nova and me.

I'm an addict

When I was 5 years old, I turned into a horse-a-holic



I've had my own horse for more than 5 years.



But I sold him a year ago, because I went back to school.



And I still miss and dream horses.



I'm an addict I guess. But I don't want to go in rehab.

www.weheartit.com

Words help

I have a little book, which I filled with quotes and lyrics that I love. I found them on the internet. I love them, and they help me. Do they help you?

Your future depends on many things, but mostly on you.

You can't hide from cupid, if you try you only get struck harder.

One of the secrets is to dream, and believe in your dreams,
no matter how big they are.



We hopen altijd dat een ander het antwoord heeft,
dat ooit alles duidelijk zal zijn.
Maar dit is wat het is, niemand heeft het antwoord
en alles is er al. In het diepst van je wezen ligt het antwoord.
Luister naar je hart en weet dat er maar 1 ding is wat je moet doen:
dat is gewoon zijn.

Don't pretend you don't love him,
when he's all you ever think about.

Your heart decides who it likes,
and who it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do.
It does it on its own when you least expect it.
Or even if you don't want it to.
It loves who it wants and there is nothing you can do about it.



Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass,
it's about learning how to dance in the rain.

Be happy for this moment, this moment is your life.

When you look at a person, any person.
Remember that everyone has a story.
Everyone has gone through something that has changed them.

All our young lives we search for someone to love
Someone who makes us complete
We choose partners and change partners
We dance to a song of heartbreak and hope
All the while wondering if somewhere, somehow
there's someone perfect who might be searching for us.



Giving up doesn't always mean you're weak,
sometimes it means you're strong enough to let it go.

Some feelings seem to be caught in cages
You want to break the door open,
but the doors are always locked, and won't open.
Until you very softly open your heart...

It's very simple, if you want it to be simple

Let us be grateful to people who make us happy
They are the charming gardeners who make our soul blossom.



If you love something,
let it go...
And if it comes back to you,
it will belong to you... forever.

Fantasieën zijn de best bewaarde geheimen.

You're beautiful, that's all I can say
Unforgetable, I'm caught in every way
Don't ever let the mirror tell you lies,
Just look at the reflection through my eys
You're beautiful

The best things in life are unseen
That's why we close our eyes when we kiss, cry and dream.

Just when I thought there was nobody out there
no one who quite understood me
I glanced to the side
And I found you there smiling
patiently holding my hand
Saying over and over
It's okay love, easy love, I'm here, I'm yours.



I think I'd miss you deeply
Even if we had never met

Finally I have found a place into which I fit perfectly, savely and securely.
With no doubts, no fears, no sadness and no tears.
This place is filled with hapiness and laughter
Yet it's spacious enough to allow me the freedom around,
to live my life and to be myself.
This wonderful place, which I neder believed really existed
I have found finally, in your arms, in your heart, in your love.

Laugh when you can,
apologize when you should
And let go of what you can't change
Kiss slowly, play hard, forgive quickly,
take changes, give everything and have no regrets!

Let your journey be as inspirational as your destination



What is a journey?
A journey is not a trip
It's not a vacation
It's a process, a discovery
It's a process of self-discovery
A journey brings us face to face with ourselves
A journey shows us not only the world
But how we fit in.
Does the person create the journey?
Or does the journey create the person?
The journey is life itself.
Where will life take you?

2008 outfits

Time for some fashion!
I loooooove clothes, really. I don't bother for a brand, I buy what I like, not what I need. Really bad, I know, but that's about the only money costing bad habbit I have. So I accepted it ;)


Blond hair and Zara dress. September '08


Vintage blouse, H&M gladiators and H&M pants. June '08


Topshop dress (also seen on Keira Knightley) June/July '08


Vintage skirt and the rest is from H&M June/July '08


Favorite outfit. Everything from H&M (divided) July '08

How to deal with heartache?

Two days ago I broke up with my boyfriend, after a relationship of a month and we know each other now for 5 or 6 months. It was hard, but I realized that we just aren't 'meant to be'. The way how he feels about things is so much different than the way I feel, but still. It hurts and I don't know what to do. Today I went to Amsterdam with my mom, just for a little bit of shopping and forgetting. It didn't help, because again I'm sitting here, thinking about him and writing about him. It sucks. And the problem is that I am the problem. I can't handle things very well, and when somebody says something to me, I can make up the weirdest situations in my head. One day I'm so happy and ten minutes later I can feel really, really depressed. Do you guys know what to do? :(

My room

Happy new yearrrrr!
Hope you all have a wonderfull, healthy and lovely 2009. Wish you all the best. I made a litte movie to show you my never finished room.